'Languished' would encapsulate the status quo of my state of emotions and motivations. The constant barrage unremittingly unending. However this has been anticipated. The climax of recent has passed and the time for the recession of the 'high' and all other elations has long been due. In fact it has been kind. Pushing as long as it could so i could bathe in it just a little while more.
Fuck this. Tolerance and leniency has effected an all time low. But i like this. I elect to be at the extremities of the spectrum, not linger in the standard, uninspired mode of 'normal'.
The call for decision has checked in.
Wish me luck.