You know that feeling? The feeling preceding being emotionally transgressed. The spine tingling reverberations thoughout your body just before the nauseating sensation. Then it hits. You reach an antecedent of a downward spiral. Then we close our eyes and lean over resting our heads on folded arms on the table.
Somehow, a kind of peace is found... akin to nihility, that nothing really matter, that we could retire here forever.