Slapdash

I think i want to take a place at the sidelines. Watch as the gladiators clash and do their thing. Let them do as what they are best at. Let them get entangled in their own predicament and problems initiated by themselves. That i may be able to learn from them vicariously to achieve insight.

Because i was in that arena before. My actions were convoluted with theirs. I was like them. Prancing from one to another, desperate and empty. It brought me down. I was a casualty.

If only i could just extricate myself from this whole thing and return to what it was.

Untainted, simple, clean, happier.